I’m going to be the best me ever and I’m excited to get to know her

I’m not sure 🤔 of exactly who I am right now and that’s one of the most scary things I can say. I read Wendy Williams’ book long ago Wendy’s Got The Heat where she talked about how much of her life she was able to live and how well she knew herself because she had time to be alone. Like in her own place alone.

I have children so I always think as traditional as possible when it comes to them and even through all these years of striving for absolutely that I have always done them a disservice by never truly finding me alone. It sounds selfish as I say it but it’s true. I’m saying that I have to live life the way I want in order to really make the people in my life happy. Happiness has a downward trickle effect too, you know. ☝🏾💯 So for them I have to.

I’m not disappearing from them, the world 🌎, or anyone, but the next stop on this trip is Solo Kiss. I’m stepping harder for me. Who and where is her happiness from within right now? What drives that? That’s really important for me to find right now. For me, my children, and my future.